it's still like a dream~

yeah like the title of this entry~


i just still can't believe if my beloved yuuto already make a twitter account~
yeah, thats just be like a DREAM ! uffffff~


i got myself bcome sick bcoz of thatz, i can't stop to always checking his twitter just for make sure if he's updated his twitter xD
and surely i checked his mention too~
surely many people who loves him already mentioned him, and you know what ?
i already mentioned with a love "LEBAY" tweets xDDDDDDDDDDd
dan sialannya lagi gue yg paling banyak nyepam dia xDD


and, a few minutes ago i checked his twitter again~ *surely his ameblo too!* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND !

HE'S ALREADY UPDATED HIS TWITTER~
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~
and his follower already more increase~ uhuuyy~
xD


it's a lie if i said i do not to envy with his another fans , if i checked his mention, i always find a "love love attack" words by they~ that seriously make me envy, in my heart i just can't say "please, stop . i'm envy with that ! he's mine ! stop saying like that !" how stubborn ne ?

and, tomorrow is BLACK///RUN live~
and i read some mention from his (yuuto) fans , she's say she's will be there, she's want to meet him , she's want to see yuuto performance , and i already knows if i am so damn FAR from him~
i wanna cry if remembered that , but i can't bcoz i not alone and not in my home now , i just can hold my tears , but i can't hiding my 'tomatto' face bcoz holding my tears. and some my friends already realized that and pat's my head and hugged me, she's know abt these feeling, and she's just say "like what he said , just 'realized your dream and keep on dreamin' believe on your dreams, i know you'll be there and meet him too" and finally i just can crying on her side, hehehe~


i know thats all is so fuck'n stupid , but~ i can't hold that~ this feeling like a water~ it'll always flow~



yah~
in the end~
i still envy~
but,, i never give up~

i believe, someday i'll be there and meet him~
surely~
i believe that..

bcoz i know
I CAN DO THAT !!! xD